So Yea Like The Title Says, This Is My First Entry.. Yeah I know its boring lookin now, but when im done with it all ITS GONNA BE AWESOME! So Yeah Welcome to my blog, thanks to my main man Jon.. So now ya'll can read what i did and what i didn't do! Well RighT now Im listening to 311 and NOFX, ANd Actually right now Otis Redding! For those of you who don't know me, Im a very diverse head. I've been through a lot of Shit, in my 22 years on this earth. The only way I got through it all was getting into new things and trying to improve my way of life! Im very into music (Creating it and Listening to it), kung fu (authentic chinese) , Tai chi, Anime, Im still learning about my relgion, Im a buddhist if you can't tell lol, Im an aspiring Artist in all forms , Music,Painting,Drawing,Poetry,Stories etc. Anything Creative is what I Dig. well today i worked and messed around on Jon and Jen's Blogs HAHAHA Jen Probably Thinks Im a crackhead.. Jon just knows me so hes used to it.. I like to act like an idiot sometimes to escape from thinking all the time! I applies to Jet Blue Yet Again today!!! If i get the job im never gonna be home on the weekends! But thats a good thing.. I will be traveling the world for free BABY!! Free tickets whenever wherever! I'm already gonna hook my nukkah jon up with a ticket, and we're gonna go to Seattle to do the nirvana Thing!! AWESOME BROCIUS! Well Thats ALL FOR NOW.. Time to work on my Blog Style!

See Jon Im Almost Done!!! The poetry site will be up soon!!! You better text me later player!!! Im wanna go out and get away from my house!! Will write more tonite! later guys!

I fixed your blog. I missed some colors in the stylesheet. Don't mess it up again! :-P

O.M.G. Last Night was so boring! I didn't do anything, I don't understand it! I used to be such a fun dude, I think Im getting old or something! Well maybe it wasn't a total bust, I did start a Franchise on ESPN NFL 2k5! I'm the Q.B. My boy D-nyce, is my number 1 reciever , Chico the Cat is the my Half Back! Jon is one of the greatest guards in the NFL bar none! My team is awesome! I laid the Smack Down to Miami and Buffalo last nite! Already the announcer's are calling my Jets the New Sack Exchange! We lead the leauge in sacks and Interceptions! Even my linemen are intercepting the ball!

I do love this game as you can tell, My friend bought Madden 2005. Since C.J. said it was better than 2k5, I had to check it out. So I went over his house and bugged out for a bit. Yes its cool to have madden choose your plays, but its still the same old madden, with a lot of style stolen from the Sega Sports 2k series. So still I feel 2k5 is so much better. Its the little things aswell.. The Half time reports, the post game reports! Even the damn Weekly reports are awesome. Its god Berman talkin all sorts of shit! He even gets into Free trades, injuries etc. IT IS SICK!!

Yay For Me!! HAHA After Jon and I went to Uno's for lunch Jon Took me to Verizon. I dropped my phone off to get fixed. YES FINALLY I CAN HEAR PEOPLE WHEN THEY CALL ME!! And I can now charge my phone again. Now the true test is how long it will last! I mean I take real good care of my stuff, but when its cheaply made, its out of my hands!!

Now Im sitting in my Nice Cool Living Room, procrastinating. I have to get all of my stuff together, but i don't want to. Its to hot out. I am going out with Jon, Jen, Mike , Steph, and possibly Thick n Rich and Brian? LOL I gotta get all of this shit ready in 2 hrs.. HAHAH I better get started. And for some reason I can't stop playing with my Phone, what a herb I am... lol And of course Im listening to WU TANG CLAN!! I got the Cream Ring Tone again on my phone, so I had to listen to it!! Im so Gangsta!

Well its official Ladies and Gentlemen! I have been smoke free for 2.5 days well almost.. haha Im on day two! And Damn is it hard , but I think im gonna make it! I have too, not for anyone but myself and I feel that is why I will actually quit this time. Its not the money, its about my health. I realized that it was slowing me down physically aswell , and god I don't want to think how many days,years have been taken off of my life already lol.

Last night I had to go pick my pops up from the train station, which sucked. I wanted to go to the gym with Jon, but since I had the truck I had to go. And I got up early this morning aswell to drive him there.. Anyone wanna take a ride with me tonite to pick him up?
Oh I forgot to write about this in my Bethpage Blog entry. Thick N' Rich came up in a conversation I was having at an Ihop with some of my men. We decided late saturday night to get out of the cold damp weather and eat some real food for a change, (no more hardtack and saltpork!) And I started doing Half n Half Shots and someone dared me to drink Maple Syrup! But I was like I'm not thick n' rich.. So from there I proceded to tell the legend of "Thick N' Rich". Needless to say they were like "WTF?!" Sargent? What kind of civilians do you hang out with?!?! LOL I got a kick out that..

Yay , Im almost done with day 3. Nothing really bad in the way of withdrawls today.. Just a little right now, but not as bad as yesterday. I noticed that my left leg will go up and down and fidget all around for a while.. Then my right leg will do the same.. lol Ive been watching the old strong bad stuff, keepin me occupied.. Hmmph.. So Im going with jon bowling tonite.. Gotta see if i can find my ball and shoes and maybe borrow some loot from the good old poppa dukes, but I think hes mad at me as usual.. haha Well kids im off to look for stuff and go get some fresh air!! Oh I ran this morning at Holtsville.. Soon there will be no pudge for anyone to grab HAHAHA Am I really that fat? I mean I know Im "P.H.A.T." HAHA but am I fat??!?!?! wtf?!! hahah Later y'all.. great now my texan is coming out! hahaha Oh and for anyone wanting to know the meaning of "P.H.A.T" it means Pretty Hot and Tempting.. HAHA Im so gangsta trying to fend off attacks?!?!

OKay this is a short one but I had to put it in writing. Im stupid/slow and just not paying attention. I was reading Anthony's blog entry today and was like "Frank keep up the good work nosmo king!" and i was like wtf is a nosmo king... lol so jon and I talked about it to and he didn't know what it was so I was lookin' at the words and realized Nosmo King is "No Smoking"... DUH!!! I hit up jon right away... funny stuff.. thanks big t!!

Wow yo, when everything seems to be going bad and I jump the gun flippin out about shit, something always seems to happen to make me smile and than something else usually happens so... So far so good hahaha.. I got a call, from the kid who might purchase my mustang!! I get home, and I got a postcard from "Jennie", wow I feel special.. haha yeah right lol 1 out of a 100... hehe :) But anyway, My pops is lending me the cash to get my ammunition!! So Im still set to go to odessa!! but gettin so mad, made me feel sick.. lol `

Well this morning at around 7 am, my neighbors across the street had landscapers cutting down a tree with a dull chainsaw. My mother went outside and was bitchin at em'. My mom is such a bad ass. I was so pissed, but to sleepy to lift a finger. Shut Up, I don't let my mom fight my battles. Well Im sitting here now listening to some buddhist mediation music, and writing poetry now. Its amazing how such a crazy morning turned out to be so beautiful. I wish I could play this song for you all. Its by Orbital the track name is Halcyon & on & on. Its a trance song, actually a really old trance song from the early nineties. I normally use it to meditate, because its so peaceful.

Damn its quiet in here, almost too quiet. Im kinda lonely now that lil Dennis has a job. No one to talk to and mess with. I've noticed that this time of year everyone gets depressed. Why is that? Even today for some reason I just feel down, and I don't know why. Nothing tramatic or depressing has happened, but yet I feel sad. Very strange, maybe Im just bored and letting things get to me. I think i've been thinking on times when I could go out with my girlfriend, and share things, ya know? Yes friends are good too, but theres something about a girl thats different. Im tired of being single and just messing around with girls, I think I wanna try something a lil more serious. Ever since High school I've been chasing girls around, Im tired of that. I feel its time to settle down a little bit , Ive been using this immaturity front for so long, it time to grow up a little bit....

Well Im eating Lunch, I just had a poor attempt at a "Harry The Hat". It was good don't get me wrong. But Totally wasn't skibbo's heros quality! I'm full as all hell, lol Im waiting for Big J-On to give the word so we can go to selden to discard old compys and keep the good ones.. And Then I GET PAID TODAY!! to bad Its all going to my soon to be car!! and the rest for my Ammo and Registration fees! Well back to work.. I was Five and She was six, we rode on horses made of sticks bang bang.. hehe

later.. im bored.. hahaha... Im actually playing with an old printer which i think may be able to work again... But thats a hope... hehe Old Ass Hp Deskjet 697c.. grr piece of crap..

OMG I dunno why but maybe its because I stole that phat Ice cream spoon, but I got so sick last night from the Uno's Jon , Chico and I ate. I know its the UNO's because Chico also didn't feel quite right. Im so tired, I was up all night. And even when I did start feeling better I would have wicked nightmares...Grr I mean I do feel better now.. Just tired and hungry (can ya believe that?) So to anyone who was awaiting me, I am sorry I was just not able to talk last night :( or even do anything at that... Talk to ya'll later :)

"Let me bring you songs from the wood!"

Im Hungry for Justice and Food.. lol Well Last night I had a typical frank dream. My friend Jesse and I were somehow with the White House entourage. For some strange reason, President Bush wasn't there and Dick cheney either. So they called in an even worse man , Ronnie Raygun, to run the show. We were apparently going to war once again with another country, of which I can not tell you cause i simply don't know or remember. As the dream went on, I got some secret information by an undisclosed source in a Hat , Trench coat and glasses that it was a big scam to make money off of satelite tv. Dish Network to be exact. It was gonna be $100. dollars a month for Dish Network, and Direct Tv was fighting them by making it $87.94.. I was flabergasted even in my dream.. Like WTF is going on here.. Maybe it was the sushi I had last nite.. Hmmm Sushi sounds good... lol As you can tell its Lunch Time, and Im starving.. Maybe after work I can go to subway and get some grub!! lol Always thinking with my stomach.. hehehe Food is Good... :: Mouth Waters ::

Hey I just want to sound off a little bit.. Im in a really really really pissy mood today! I need to find a real job. I have been putting all of my eggs in one basket. (ie. Jet Blue) I say fuck them, They're never gonna call. Facist bastards. So now Im on the look out for anything I can get my hands on now. I mean no offense to the Library, but that fuckin job sucks balls.. The people are great, but the hours aren't good enough for a 16 year old. I don't make shit for pay, Maybe I should go back to warehouse work?!? Until I can go back to school..! Maybe I should go to night classes, at least get something like an A+ cert. so I can make more money in the corprate world.

FIRST OFF HAPPY BIRTHDAY MaMa DuKeS!

I am a blog thief. Stolen from "Mos Def" Steph:

I am not: Here
I love: Myself, My 'rents, and my friends
I hate: People who think they are better than everyone, (Cause Im the Best), People intolerant of other people's cultures and the dutch! oh and George W. Bush!! FACIST!
I fear: Nothing, except getting old
I hope: Hope is a bad thing It has forsaken this land
I hear: The symphony of dispair in my twisted head because this damn band keeps playing the same tragic love song in my head
I crave: White castle? wait no, Vietnamese Food!!
I regret: A lot of things, buts its not your business
I cry: if its warranted
I care: about my family and friends
I always: think strategically
I believe: A Utopian Society can and Will work!
I feel alone: Sometimes
I listen: to music alot
I hide: my guns
I drive: soon to be a 93 cavilier
I sing: better than everyone
I dance: when the bass is kickin
I write: in my blog,poetry book
I play: guitar
I miss: My mom's cookin well i did, but now shes back!! I really really miss Skibbo's Heros
I search: Unadulterated Love.. hmmm maybe not.. lol
I learn: from my mistakes.
I feel: Good and Bad, cause with either. one can not experience and enjoy life!
I know: kung fu, jungle , mout combat skills
I say: H.U.A. (Heard Understood Acknowleged)
I succeed: when I put my mind to it
I dream: Twisted Scary Shit!
I wonder: when I will go back to school! Spring time baby!
I want: To breathe
I have: pairs of BDU's (Battle Dress Uniform)
I give: Time and Love?
I fell: out of love once..
I fight: for anything i want, need, or love
I need: more money

Night filled with dreams errr.. Possibly premonitions... I had a rough night. Did somethings I wish I didn't and I probably shouldn't have, but oh well. I think its for the best. I haven't been feeling well lately, not emotionally, physically. I told someone about these problems last night and I figured whatever. I think I need to go to the doctor soon cause after last nights dreams I feel its imperitive I go. If I seem distant to anyone, Im sorry, I have a lot on my mind and no one to talk to.. Well I do have people to talk to, but I feel its just none of anyone's business..(no offense) This is shit I have to work out in my own head.

No one understands me anyway, thats what I've been hearing for years now. Only my dear old friends do, and they are no where to be found. I hate lookin for things that aren't really there... ya know? The fucked up thing is when Im feeling really down, something happens to redeem my trust and love of this fucked up world. I think I need to retreat from the world for awhile and get back into my religion, get healthy again. Take care of myself for a change, instead of relying on other people. I just wish I didn't open up again.. When I relate my past, it seems people run and hide.. what the fuck??! And don't ask me what the fuck Im talking about, cause I don't want to talk about it in detail. And If you think you know what Im talking about you probably don't.. It has nothing to do with any of you.. :) If it did you know I would come out and say it.. So until next time kiddies.. Have A Hell of A Fucking Day!!!!

I can't wait to go home. So I can sit in my room, and await the impending doom.. hmmm? LOL I don't even know what the hell Im talking about anymore. I really want to smoke a joint and maybe a nice cigarette.. But Im broke so, fawget about it! Maybe I'll just drink the last of the Jack D. Anyone wanna get drunk with me? Damn I sound like heavy D!... Work fuckin sucks, its boring.. Hmm maybe I shouldn't drink, I got an empty stomach. Don't wanna get sick. Maybe my lungs would feel better if I smoke just one cigarette.. It would be dumb to start now, but I feel like shit (physically and mentally).. I mean my lungs feel worse than they did when I smoked.. Damn Im in a bitchy mood today. .I sound like a bitch on the rag.. Yeah thats right I said it! I feel like a dick to.. I was supposed to go to my friend's wake yesterday.. Wait let me reword that.. My friend's grandfather's wake?! Yeah that sounds about right. Oh and I never called my cousin mike back about the cat.. Sorry Kupo I can't take you :( So Brotha Mike if you're reading this, call me and let me know if its cool if i come out this weekend. I need to get away from all of this bullshit! I need an old skool weekend! Or if you want to come out for the day and play! its up to you which ever way is cool with me! You, know its true about swallowing blood! You can swallow around a pint of blood before you get sick.. ugh YAY AN HOUR LEFT OF WORK!!! I don't think anyone reads my blog anymore.. haha FUCKITY FUCK FUCK! All kidding aside, I don't really care if anyone reads it.. cause Its more for me than anyone else.. yeah thats the ticket!

"..."

So Im at work!! I was so fuckin sick yesteday I was mad dizzy with a spliting head ache.. ugh.. So someonce called me today at 12:46p on my cell phone. It came up as unknown. I hate that.. when people call and don't leave a message.. Hhehehe So two people are coming to look at my mustang in the next two days! Yay for me! its about fucking time.. Then I can get the car on the road once again and find a good paying job once again. Although I will miss the library! But Im getting ahead of myself...

So I didn't go to work yesterday because I was sick as a dog and went to the doctor. I found out that the blood I have been coughing up is natural! Because I smoked so damn long my lungs are beating themselves up so that all of that toxic shit can get out of my lungs.. I am also losing weight, I dunno what Im doing but Im losing it.. Hmmm? lol I started playing this RPG last night on XBOX, called Star Wars Knights of the Old Republic (KOTR) pretty in depth RPG for XBOX..Its actually a phat game, I started playing last week for an hour or so, and let it be. But when I found out you can become bad or good in it I was so down with that! hahah I sound like such a fuckin nerd! Well thats all I can really think of right now... Oh ::TO WHOMEVER CALLED ME!! CALL ME BACK LATER ON MY CELL::: I hope they read this blog. hahahah Hi MOM!! (I feel like Im On TV) Oh I almost forgot.. My gurl Meg hooked me up with this phat Mexican Band.. South Park Mexicans.. They Rap in spanish and in english, pretty tight shit!! Check em out! Oh and One more thing.. I wanna thank everyone for there support the past few days.. it was much needed.. Im sorry for bitching all the time.. Just been a rough couple of days on the ol Noggin' ;)

Im here listening to the First Korn Album and I was like wait a minute.. WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO KORN.. oh yeah they became soft rap gay music.. After Life is peachy they went off the deep end, and started making poppy bullshit!!! So I plead with you Korn Give it up and go back to your gated community and spare us the crappy tunes.. unless you're gonna make the old skool shit you used to make.. Not Rap Rock Bullshit.. We all saw what happend to Gay Bizcut.. hahah Fags.. They Just suck.... Just Like metallica.. the New Metallica AL is what I call it.. (After Load)They fuckin blow.. not to mention how they alienated there fans.. Remember Guys you were anti establishment!!?!?! And they get all mad like hey we didn't sell out! Why cause we cut our hair?? No cause you fucked over your fans monkey fuck!! Music isn't supposed to be about money.. its about the love of music and your fucking fans!!! FUCK YOU LARS ULRICH, I hope you rot in hell.. If cliff burton was alive he'd kick your monkey ass you rich fuck'n sell out.. okay Im done.. :)

Nihonjin kanojo boshu-chu ! < ---- If You're Japanese You Know What I mean.. So Hit me up!! :)

Hey I woke Up Late this Morning , I feel Like fucking Crap today.. Ugh I hate this damn cold weather. On the bright side, Im listening to the new Baby Anne Cd ! Its awesome, I love her style of trance, the break beats and acid trance bass lines are awesome. Though Not as good as the Live Set Cd.. But its awesome , Its a trip hop trance album.

Well Im off to shower, and get ready for work.. And Find some food.. UGH Im Hungry ! ! Yay Tomorrow I get to go to Manhattan and See Sammy! lol Sammy... Well Im out kids , I will post more later... So Buggah Off for now!! Im talkin to sam, so ya understand :P

Hey I found out a couple of days ago from Jon that my favorite Anime show.. The show that basically made me love anime is gone :( But from what I hear, it needed to be done! Now I can start buying them on DVD.. GREAT A SHIT LOAD OF DVDS!! Anyone wanna help?!? I only have the two newest DVDs and the 1st movie.. heheheh BUY ME INUYASHA AND I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER.. Me Love You Long Time.. no wait.. I didn't say that.. !!

First Season Box Set!

Bush Is An Idiot!! HAHAH IM AT JET BLUE!! My Dad Left me alone at his desk. This place is fuckin' Cool.. Im gonna take the E to The B and Go to the upper west side bitchs!! Check this out.. Im so pissed Im gonna miss tonite's Debate!! HOLLA!

For Lack Of A Better Way to SCREAM IN A DEMONIC FUCKED UP SCARY WAY!!! Well the weekend started out alright! Went to the city to chill and what not, picked up my brotha mike and brought him out to the crib for the weekend. I got sick the night before.. (REAL SICK) I didn't even drink.. Hmm maybe food poisoning?!? Well Anyway.. Mike and I rented Star Wars : Battlefront for XBOX. Which I dunno about LAN Play, but the game it self on XBOX is fucking AWESOME!! Best Star Wars Game I've ever played.. But I digress. Later in the evening, dennis came home saying "Dude You're fucked up, why are you spray painting swatsticka's on your car?!" I was like what dude?! What the fuck are you talking about?! Sure enough some fucking punk ass little bitch, spray painted a blue swatsticka on my fucking CAR DOOR!... OHHH Im so gonna find this little bitch and fuck em up. Teach em A lesson if you will.. I mean Im the furthest thing from being a nazi. Assholes, they were little punks too, cause it was shoty looking and you can tell they were afraid I'd catch em cause it was done so fast and poorly. So If You are reading this, or if someone tells you of this, Im looking for ya ASSFUCK!! Im hunting you now..

Its dark as hell in my office and cold as a witch's tit.. Haha Thats an old skool saying.. Maybe I should turn the Lights On.. I went downstairs for a while and put the supplies in the cage.. YAY! hahah Im on the phone with Jennie right now, shes at work just like me! Thanks for helpin me kill some time.. oh.. um Hi Jon! I saw you driving away from work as I was driving In.. HMPH! So Im gonna buy that car next week! Then Jon shall be free from driving me to work! HAHA ANd I can't start giving my hard earned cash back to the machine. And spending astronomical prices on gasoline again..YAY THATS GREAT!

I wanna go out so bad tonight, I wanna do something.. Ive been staying in and basically doing nothing. Don't get me wrong I love my house and reading Fafka and Other literature, but A man of my caliber needs more "INPUT" Maybe I'll see if wally wants to chill tonight.. I think Im supposed to call him anyway.. Damn I dunno what it is, but lately Ive really been fiending for cigarettes.. I guess its an everyday battle, I just hope I'll win. Maybe its because Ive been hanging out with smokers alot. Hmm, I need to start going out to bars again.. Im tired of being single... AHh well atleast Im enjoying life!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Thats so funny right as I started talking about this, the cover of feelings by Offspring started playing hahaha How aprepoe... I totally didn't spell that right.. aight kids Im out...

HAPPY NOW?!? haha

Hey Im Here listening to In Utero, man it brings me back. I remember getting this cd, right before my parents decided to finally spring to get me my own CD PLAYER! haha I guess they got tired of me listening to the same nirvana album over and over again .. well 3.. Cause I had Bleach, Nevermind, and Incesticide first, then I got inutero.. Damn I sure did live the lifestyle back then. Long grungy hair, old flannels ripped jeans! And no we didn't buy them like that, like these little punk kids do now.. Hahaha We just wore them into submission and then kept wearing them! Ahhh the golden days.. damn its basically 13 years ago, that I started listening to nirvana.. Thanks Cousin Mike!!! As you can tell I love Nirvana!! They are up in my top 5 of all time favorites!! I think its a toss up between them and Led Zep for number 1... Wait Fuck I'll do A Top 10! hahaha

Damn Son, I was so surprised to learn that Jon actually had this song, in his mp3 collection. While working I played this and White rabbit.. Damn son I feel like Im tripping. I love these two songs, and I forgot how much until I played em! Hey Mahn! LOL TRIPPY!! hahahaha

You know it was originally In The Garden of Eden, but the lead singer was so fucked up he said In Da Gadda Da Vida! So they kept that.. Bunch of hop heads hahah But its an awesome song..

Friends With Benefits?! Sounds Good!

Its been a little bit since Ive actually written anything in my blog. Its been these stupid online quizzes. Life has been basically boring as all hell lately. I haven't really been doing much. If it weren't for chico and dennis I would have gone crazy by now. Well Crazier than I already am. Ive had quite alot of shit on my mind lately. Ive got people messing with my head, lately. It sucks, but what can ya do? Not much really, I broke down the other day and smoked a cigarette.. Ugh, here we go again.. I need to nip it in the bud. On on lighter note, I finally completed my resume and gave it to the pops so he can give it to one of the bosses there at his job. (Crosses Fingers) Oh yeah , I watched passion of the christ today.. OMG, I mean Ive always had much respect for the man jesus christ. But this furthered my respect for him. I mean I knew of what he went through but the sher magnitude of it was horrendous. Regardless of whether he was the son of god, the man himself suffered so badly.. And yes some tears were shed. I will not tell a lie! So right now Im at work, listening to 80's music, hence the title. Ive been in a huge 80's kick lately, I dunno why.. but ah well it makes me feel like Im a young 80's kid again! Well thats all for now.. Im sure I'll be posting a few more times tonite! :P

YO this damn rapper is so bitting off my man biggie smalls... check out the song compton by him he sounds just like BIGGIE..

http://www.guerillablack.com/ more on this later...
he sounds like biggie with the ICP flow.. GRRR MOFO

He He, Yeah Like it says I need a ride or die bitch... Im listening to some rap I brought with me to work.. haha Im feeling all kinds of gangsta.. Starvation is a bitch... Hmm maybe working out will work better.. hahah... Now i just need to knock over a couple of banks to even afford a half years membership to the gym.. (for those of you at the cia that monitor my shit, That was a joke) Just in case you were wondering! :) "Snoop Dogg in the house tonite lookin for some groupie love" hehe 213 all up in yo face!

Yes I know its of crapy quality, but look at this shit.. I still can't get over it.. I feel violated.. GRRRR.. I will find you.. haha

On a lighter note, the Yankees made history last night.. YES!! The biggest meltdown ever in baseball. Yes folks the evil empire of baseball came crumbling down last night! Lets Go BOSOX! Mwuhahahaha!! As you can tell Im a mets fan! Seriously though folks, we need to implement a salary cap in baseball, people are tired of watching one sided playoffs.. It seems its always the same teams. Ahh whatever.. Holla!!

I will leave you with this thought,
"People Suck"
But then theres always this?!?!

Yo This Kinda Bugged me out to see.. Yes I know Im not the only frank r. but come on epeople its still freaky to see your name like this!

DEATH???

HAHAHA I went to see Team America : World Police on Saturday..
'Nuff Said! hahah Funniest Movie I've seen in years. The theme alone is funny as all hell. In the next day or two I have to upload this pic that Steph sent me! OMG I totally needed that.. It was perfect, I was so pissed about the Jets first Loss, then there was the Email! Thanks Steph.. or should I say STEAMROLLAH!! Hey Do your students call you that?!?! HAHA That would be so funny.. But you'd have to rain with an Iron Fist! Miss. Steamrollah! ah ha ha Okay Im done.. Peace..

SEE TEAM AMERICA !!!

Grrr its days like these that make me wish I could take aspirin or any pain killer at that. I have such a horrible head ache today. I believe its attributed to hunger. Ahh 15 mins and Im home free! Yay For Me! Hey that rhymed... Well tomorrow Im going out to the city to help Jennie with some schtuff! Yes you read right, I said Schtuff! haha My head is filled with 70's songs right now. At the moment I have Paint it black in my dome piece right now.. Ahh Well thats all for now.. Catch ya kids later!

I hate Daytime in the fall and winter months, The Sun hurts my eyes and the sun is basically useless. All it does is blind you and cause car accidents! Thats why I like the night time, The moon is just so much cooler than the Sun. No Pun intended. So Im on my 15 minute break at work. Today has been so busy with stuff, stuff and stuff. But its all good because I get it done.

Im really fatigued today, I guess cause I didn't get to sleep until 3. But I had fun, so that makes it all worth it. I spent the day with Jen, shopping for her apartment in Manhattan. We went to Ikea , Target , and some other place. When we finally made it to The City we chilled for a bit, and then ate Vietnamese food, which I absolutely love. Then it was time for Bed Construction. It should have only taken me an hour but the room is so small and cluttered it took longer than I would have liked. I am also a perfectionist, so I have to go over things a few times and then do it. And If I don't like it I will re do it. HAHA Plus its lifted off the ground so I didn't want her falling through the bed! But I completed the bed! After that I started work on some shelves for the bathroom. In two weeks I have to work on some other stuff for her, and then all shall be done. I got to drive a 2004 VW Golf all day, WHAT A GREAT CAR! The Gauges are all Purple with red Needles, very cool lookin'! Damn does that car have balls too, mad fast and can turn and stop on a dime , 0-80 in no time.

Damn, For Some strange reason, Ive been getting way ahead of myself this week. I keep confusing days, and thinking Im one day ahead. Maybe Im losing it? ::Shut Up:: I know some of you are saying to yourselves.. Losing it? Hes already lost it! HAHA

Well Im at work , and torturing myself again. I found the official site for the Nirvana Box set. Yes I know I have all of these songs already. Well any true NiRvAnA fan would, but its the fact that its all remastered, plus the DvD Looks awesome!! All home videos and what not.. Its nice to see NiRvAnA still around well the Music anyhow, after all these years. It amazes me that its been 10 years since Kurt's Death. I remember how broken up I was, when I found out on my birthday that My favorite band was done! I guess its how they felt when the beatles broke up, and how they felt when John Lennon Was killed!! Yes People Kurt was murdered, he didn't kill himself, but thats another entry!! if you wanna see the kick ass trailer go here and go to videos

NiRvAnA BoX sEt

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40 - 55 Mentally disabled (Less than 1% of test takers)
55 - 70 Learning difficulty (2.3% of test takers)
70 - 85 Below average
85 - 115 Average (68% of test takers)
115 - 130 Gifted
130 - 145 Genius (2.3% of test takers)
145 - 160 Extraordinary genius (Less than 1% of test takers)
160+ "Unmeasurable" genius

Also, a great program for consciousness exploration is available at: http://www.iqtest.com/exercises.html. Try the Free samples of it below.

Oh it's been getting so hard
Livin' with the things you do to me,
My dreams are getting so strange
I'd like to tell you everything I see
I see a man at the back
As a matter of fact his eyes are red as the sun
And a girl in the corner let no one ignore her
'Cause she thinks she's the passionate one
It was like lightning, everybody was frightening
And the music was soothing, and they all started grooving
And the man at the back said
Everyone attack
And it turned into a ballroom blitz
And the girl in the corner said
Boy, I wanna warn ya
It'll turn into a ballroom blitz

Fucked Up Again... UGH. For some strange reason I thought my shift was tomorrow. Im losing it I think. Well anyway I was up all night coughing and feeling like I was gonna die. So My mamma dukes brought me to the doctor today, seems as though I had the begining stages of the Flu mixed with some infection in my lungs. The doc gave me some antibiotics, and so far so good.

So now Im just gonna max and relax a little bit, I hate getting sick before thanksgiving though. Ahh well.. Im still pissed though.. I can not afford to lose money like this, and plus the fact that Its basically fucking jon over.. Again dude Im sorry.. well im kinda dizzy so Im gonna chill out.. if ya'll need me call me at the house.

Well its monday, Thats really it.. Ha. Im feeling mad gangsta today. I guess its all the rap I've been listening to today. The game is mad good, Id say hes better than 50 cent. I mean 50 is pretty tight with his flow, but the game just sounds awesome. Maybe its because hes still new. I got the new Snoop Dogg album and I must say its pretty decent.

I also got the new eminem album well a few songs from it. Im not to impressed. He really does sound like the rapper version of Weird Al. Its stupid I think. When em rhymes with other heads on other tracks hes awesome! But on his own shit he just sounds stupid. That song with Dre and 50 is awesome though, and that song mosh is tight as well. I got this mad ill song called "Keep It Gangster" by Snoop and Dre, talk about mad sick! Dr. Dre and Snoop kick ass, so old skool!! I can't wait for Dre's new album "Detox" If its half as hot as Chronic and Chronic 2001 its gonna be an awesome album!

Im Just Babbling now, I think Im bored out of my mind.. HAHA Im ordering my title today for the mustang! Its gonna be awesome to finally get rid of that car, this week Im getting insurance etc. Today Im gonna go over to Jon's with the money and paperwork for the cav. If I didn't get money stolen from me I could have gotten insurance today, but some asshole had to fuck me over. I hate that.. But whatever, Im gonna have a car by thursday/friday. I wanna get the car in possesion today or tomorrow that way I can put my stereo in it! I can't wait to have a car again, I miss it so much. If I get the cash from the car first I will use that for insurance if not I will use my check from work. Selling the car is gonna help me regardless, because it will give me some extra cash to start paying my bills again. And I know Jon is getting pissed cause its hindering my job performance, but not really as of yet. Its funny cause when ever I work I never get a call for selden. So I think it'll be okay if I don't get it on the road until the end of the week.

I was looking at Mr. Manfre's Blog and saw the wishlist thing. What a cool idea. Of course I had to sign up.. I believe I have the smallest wish list out of everyone haha :) So check it out.. see if ya wanna get me any of it.. hehe WishList

HOLLER :P

Well let me tell ya.. I just hate this god forsaken town of brookhaven "crookhaven". I wake up yesterday to the town Impounding my mustang. I guess the town can take a person's possesion if they feel like it. It makes me sick.. So basically i spent crazy loads of money just to move my car from the front of my house to the drive way.. At least the car got a nice tour? lol I also lost a days pay aswell.. DAMN YOU CROOKHAVEN! Ah well tomorrow, I have the Xmas party, so I should have fun, and next week i get the title and sell the car! I might even have gotten a job with jet blue! Well thats all for now.. talk to ya'll sooon :)

- What A Week - GRRRR

My friend who works for "Sony Pictures" sent this email out to me..

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Well I had work today, and you all know how much I get bored on Sat. It was actually a quite intresting day. I helped some people, and I met this girl named Mable. She needed help with her lap top. She works for the library on the weekends and for a school in queens. I couldn't get her lap top to hook up to the net in the downstairs room. So I hooked her all up in my office. It was nice to have someone to speak to for a few hours. Chris stopped by and had to do some work for school. So it was a nice little party! Made the day go by really fast, and thats always awesome.

So I got a new phone!! YAY for me, lol. Yeah its a picture phone, and its actually quite good. Im pretty happy with sprint's service thus far. Way better than Verizon! So thats pretty much it for now, Im off tomorrow so thats cool. I can watch the Jets game with my pops. Hey if they beat Pittsburg, they have a really good chance in making a run for the superbowl!! LETS GO JETS!!! hehe Well im gonna go relax , write and listen to some music now.. Oh I also updated chico's blog link.. Hes got a new one.. Holler...

I was just going through the songs I have on my computer, and I found "Steal My Sunshine" by len. Oh my god, what a crazy song. I know its poppy crap and as a musician I shouldn't pay it respect. But as a writer, I must say its actually pretty good. Though the begining of Karen's vocals are weak. Its basically a good song.. Hmm (Scatches head) Im Losin it man.

And I forgot how much I love NWA. Express yourself is such a great song. "I get straight, meditate like a buddhist!" Yeah you go dre!! LOL Its such great work out music. "I don't smoke weed or ses, cause its known to give a brotha brain damage!" I think I like it better because its not the usual gangsta shit. I love the poppy beat! Aight Im done.. Later..

Well I just got off the horn with my friend Jen, shes getting married.. I was like WHAT??!? lol. She moved to florida about 8 or 9 months ago. Dennis and her were dating and getting pretty serious. But when she moved it broke them up. The sad thing is dennis doesn't even know shes engaged, its crazyness. She asked me not to tell him, but come on. How could I not tell my little brother about this, he probably won't even talk to her anyway. He hasn't talked to her in months and months. Ah well. Well Friday and Saturday Im off to the races, I have so much to do this weekend its frightening. Well thats all for now.. Catch ya later..

My friend found cheap awesome paratroop boots!! I posted the updates up on my wish list... HAHAHHAHA 111.00 instead of a 140

So yeah its apparent to me that Im basically a carbon copy of my father. With some differences, haha. Well first its the times we grew up in. He of course was a 60's and 70's Child! Sex Drugs and Rock n' Roll. Now Im an 80's 90's kid. Sex Drugs Rock and Roll and More drugs.. hahah

I think the biggest difference is our slang. And the way we dress.. But other than that all I hear from people is that we're the same.. haha And I even scared myself today when I said something to one of my co workers and I sounded like my pops. Now this isn't a bad thing. Im just making an observation! So lately Ive been all over the place! Ive been feeling alive again! My old crew is basically back together, and Ive just been living my life the best I can. Trying to enjoy the little things and pay no attention to the bad things.

One good thing I realized yesterday is that I don't have a girlfriend. Now some people would think this to be the ramblings of a crazed man. But think of it this way, I don't need to go out and spend money(which i don't have), spend money on gifts for xmas!! and I don't have to deal with crap wheneve i just feel like laying around or being an idiot with my friends!! I see and talk to my friends in serious relationships and they seem tired and burnt out. And I look at myself and granted I look tired aswell, I still look happy!

AAEVP

Check this site out , nough said!! OH LET ME SAY THANK YOU TO STEPH FOR MY KICK ASS WW2 Duffle BAG!!!! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Happy New Year!

Happy Winter-een-mas to you all!!! Its the holiday for all gamers from Hardcore to Casual!! Come and check it out, you never know our grandchildren could be thanking us someday for making a gamer holiday!! More Winter-een-mas Info to Come!!! :P

Official Winter-een-mas Website

"I got a lion in my pocket, I'm lyin' I got a nine in pocket and baby I'm just dying to cock it! Hes ready for war, I'm ready for war I got machettis and swords for any faget that said I was wrong. Yeah you met me before I just didn't have as large an arsnel and weapons before!"

Sorry about that, I just needed to get that one out of my head!! So yeah same ol stuff! So my little project to reconnect my old connections etc Has been so far so good! I've already spoken with Michelle, Jimmy,Sara , Sarah, Jen F. ,Lauren, Kristen and some other heads aswell. Ive been chillen with my boys lately. Just going out and buggin' on life. Gotta stay clean etc, if I wanna get this job! So far so good, Its been close to 8 or 9 months I think.. Well at least I think it is.. hmm Well regardless I'll pass it haha. So where my Stony Brook Crew At?! Its been a minute kids!! Sound off if ya got a pair!! (That My Drill Sgt Line) haha Im out! Oh and thanks for the Guest Entry Jon!! I was like woah WTF?!?! And then I remembered the whole guest entry thing... Leave it to the french... 'nuff said!

Well what the fuznuck?! Damn we got mad snow out here! Ah well complaining won't make it stop or go away. So I enjoyed it all day on saturday. Dennis and I were outside for hours and hours. Later Evan brandon,chris and chico joined us. Today was a different story, I spent the latter part of my day coding the new 14th Brooklyn web page. A friend of mine did most of the art for it. I finished it and did the hardest part. THE CODING! AHHHH I had to recode a riduclous amount of pages. But it had to be done, because the amount of information that we present and have to present. We are a non profit organization, and are reconized as such by New York State. I am very happy with the way it turned out. Check it out, Im off to bed to rest my weary eyes..

Official 14th Brooklyn NYSM E.Company

Well kids, what a mind trip the past 3 weeks has been. Im at the end of my rope. Stress and Business are not a good combo. I think I expended all of my energy for the year haha. Nah fuck that Im just getting started. So As you all know my father is still in the hospital. And its making him nuts, and in turn making me nuts. lol Ya never realize how much someone does until they are taken out of commision. Im just complaining I guess, well I don't guess I know. And now Im babbling. I hung out with Cousin Mike and his girlfriend this weekend. Shes a nice 'kid', I still can't believe shes younger than I am. You go mike!! lol My uncle mike (cousin mike's dad) got married on saturday. Number 3, good luck uncle mike!! Then Cuz Mike had to go out to a funeral on sunday. What a weekend the kid had! I chilled with em over the span he was here, he spent the night at my crib, and visited with my poppa dukes.

I did this for 2 reasons: