Redemption Comes to those who wait..
None but ourselves can free our minds"
I was driving myself to work today, listening to an awesome mix of music, Ive had and some new that was given to me by a friend.. Jolie Holland, is an awesome singer, two songs come to mind when I hear that name, "Faded Coat of blue" and "Crush in the Ghetto". I was driving down eastwood to my job when I saw a very overweight young lady. I see this girl everyday walking, looking like shes going to have a heart-attack.
So today whilst listening to "Crush In The Ghetto" I guess I was feeling good willed. I pulled over and asked he if she would like a ride. A huge smile came over her pudgey face. Apparently I went to school with her. I dropped her off in front of the Library where I work and departed. I was amazed at how a simple gesture like pulling over and helping someone can brighten not only your day, but the person in whom you are trying to help.
Well lately, life has been throwing me crazy ass curve balls. One in particular, but its nunya! You know nunya damn business! Wow its been so long since I've said that! Not like it matters, no one reads this dumb old blog anymore anyway. Maybe Jon checks everyonce and a while, but Im sure thats about it. But butterflies come to mind, I can't eat or sleep and as a matter of fact I can't do anything now without thinking about this person, whom for sake of posterity shall remain nameless. Now don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining at all. The moments spent with these perfect example of a human being is awesome, every second of it. But sadly I must remain silent, because it isn't right to do so.. Even though it tears me up inside not to tell her, how i feel. Maybe she knows? In fact, I think she does.. Thats the thing, we are always so in tune its scary, but in a good way, nay a great way. So since we are so much alike, Im positive she knows..
Now I just sound like a crazy-person, if feeling this way is wrong, I don't want to be right! Ha! I've always wanted to say "Type" that, and not have it come off cheesey.. I've noticed however that Ive been writing more and more about this subject, in my blog on the old myspace, and in my journal at home. Yeah I still keep a journal, its not arcaic... yet.. even then I'll still do it!
