Karmic Buddha

"Im not aware of too many things, I know what I know if you know what I mean. Shove Me In The Shallow Water Before I get to deep.. What I am is What I am, you are what you are!"

I love this song , for those who don't know it or haven't caught on its "Shallow Water" - by Edie Brickell and the New Bohemians. Im such a hippy. I've been told Im different, because Im not into materialistic things. I mean it would be cool to have money, big house, white picket fence, but Its not gonna make me lose sleep at night if I don't have it. Hmm What to do , What to do.. I feel like I bring drama with me where ever I go. It kinda sucks, having a black cloud over ones head that only effects the beings around you. Or maybe it effects me aswell Im just used to it.... Fuck that What Am I saying, I sound like a whinny bitch. I mean its good to be in touch with your emmotional side, but now I sound like im just feeling bad for myself.. Okay the way I look at my life...

Pros-

I'm alive and breathing
I quit a lot of my bad vices a few years ago
I quit smoking cigarettes for almost a month now
I don't drink heavily
I have awesome friends
I can go on forever...

Cons-
I don't have a well paying job (So fuckin What its temp)

So Im think Im gonna stop bitchin......