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Rude Awakening to a Peaceful Morning

Well this morning at around 7 am, my neighbors across the street had landscapers cutting down a tree with a dull chainsaw. My mother went outside and was bitchin at em'. My mom is such a bad ass. I was so pissed, but to sleepy to lift a finger. Shut Up, I don't let my mom fight my battles. Well Im sitting here now listening to some buddhist mediation music, and writing poetry now. Its amazing how such a crazy morning turned out to be so beautiful. I wish I could play this song for you all. Its by Orbital the track name is Halcyon & on & on. Its a trance song, actually a really old trance song from the early nineties. I normally use it to meditate, because its so peaceful.

Damn its quiet in here, almost too quiet. Im kinda lonely now that lil Dennis has a job. No one to talk to and mess with. I've noticed that this time of year everyone gets depressed. Why is that? Even today for some reason I just feel down, and I don't know why. Nothing tramatic or depressing has happened, but yet I feel sad. Very strange, maybe Im just bored and letting things get to me. I think i've been thinking on times when I could go out with my girlfriend, and share things, ya know? Yes friends are good too, but theres something about a girl thats different. Im tired of being single and just messing around with girls, I think I wanna try something a lil more serious. Ever since High school I've been chasing girls around, Im tired of that. I feel its time to settle down a little bit , Ive been using this immaturity front for so long, it time to grow up a little bit....

"CRASH INTO ME!" Im so happy that Jon hooked me up with this blog. Its a great way to vent out feelings and fustration. And basically as you can tell , im not afraid to show my true feelings. Yes I do play the funny act alot, but its kind of a defense mechanism. I learned through my trials the past 6 years, that you have to be true to yourself and your feelings. So I talk now, I don't keep em inside anymore. but enough of that shit.. check out this cool comic my friend sent me




I just had to post this up here!! I just got it from my friend paul and his wife marissa. Thanks guys, ya know for conservatives you're still pretty cool! Even though paul is a communist!! HAHA Well Im done for now, Im busy talking to my boy jon!! HEY I CLEANED UP MY ROOM!! its so awesome again! HAHAH!!! Well I'll talk to ya'll later. Im bowling tonight so for those of you who will be there I will see ya tonight, wear something sexy!!

Comments (1)

Mike:

This is a web comic I read that has civil war reenacters, just not in a policital way.
http://www.pvponline.com/archive.php3?archive=20040831

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