Karmic Buddha

I can't wait to go home. So I can sit in my room, and await the impending doom.. hmmm? LOL I don't even know what the hell Im talking about anymore. I really want to smoke a joint and maybe a nice cigarette.. But Im broke so, fawget about it! Maybe I'll just drink the last of the Jack D. Anyone wanna get drunk with me? Damn I sound like heavy D!... Work fuckin sucks, its boring.. Hmm maybe I shouldn't drink, I got an empty stomach. Don't wanna get sick. Maybe my lungs would feel better if I smoke just one cigarette.. It would be dumb to start now, but I feel like shit (physically and mentally).. I mean my lungs feel worse than they did when I smoked.. Damn Im in a bitchy mood today. .I sound like a bitch on the rag.. Yeah thats right I said it! I feel like a dick to.. I was supposed to go to my friend's wake yesterday.. Wait let me reword that.. My friend's grandfather's wake?! Yeah that sounds about right. Oh and I never called my cousin mike back about the cat.. Sorry Kupo I can't take you :( So Brotha Mike if you're reading this, call me and let me know if its cool if i come out this weekend. I need to get away from all of this bullshit! I need an old skool weekend! Or if you want to come out for the day and play! its up to you which ever way is cool with me! You, know its true about swallowing blood! You can swallow around a pint of blood before you get sick.. ugh YAY AN HOUR LEFT OF WORK!!! I don't think anyone reads my blog anymore.. haha FUCKITY FUCK FUCK! All kidding aside, I don't really care if anyone reads it.. cause Its more for me than anyone else.. yeah thats the ticket!