OH MY GOD!!! I AM FIENDING SO BAD. Im so filled with energy , and I keep getting really really really really pissed at stupid shit. All day I was fine , and than tonite Im like a heroin addict who needs a fix.. But I can do this!! I just need to stop thinking about it.. When bordem sets in, I get real bad. Maybe I should just sleep. The physical addiction is the hardest part for me. My mind is too strong to fall victim to a psychological addiction. Im not even stopping to check my spelling because Im so hyper that Itll take me a long time to fix it and ill just get pissed again.. GRRRR I KNOW ITS FOR A GOOD REASON BUT I CAN'T TAKE THIS SHIT NO MORE... hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah Im going to fucking sleep.. My family is steering clear of me im so bad.. I should be okay in a day or two!!!! hopefully.. Good night guys...
sorry for venting but im just fiending so HARD right now.. .
Comments (3)
Don't be sorry for venting. That's what the blog is for. Doesn't it feel better to write everything down?
Good luck.
Posted by Jon | August 24, 2004 11:24 PM
Posted on August 24, 2004 23:24
Hey, Frank, hang in there!! If you need to vent and hit something, come hit some golf balls. ;) I'll hook you up. Also, I gotta give props to you for trying to quit--it shows how strong you really are--I know you can do it!!!! Good luck!!!
Posted by stbambam | August 25, 2004 9:30 AM
Posted on August 25, 2004 09:30
Thanks Guys!! Im on day 3 now and so far so good!! Im trying not to eat to much either. It seems that damn oral fixation thing takes over. Since Im not bringing a butt to my mouth. But already I feel better!! Thanks for the support!!
Posted by Karmic_inuyasha_the_prophet | August 25, 2004 10:25 AM
Posted on August 25, 2004 10:25