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August 16, 2004

My First Blog Entry!

So Yea Like The Title Says, This Is My First Entry.. Yeah I know its boring lookin now, but when im done with it all ITS GONNA BE AWESOME! So Yeah Welcome to my blog, thanks to my main man Jon.. So now ya'll can read what i did and what i didn't do! Well RighT now Im listening to 311 and NOFX, ANd Actually right now Otis Redding! For those of you who don't know me, Im a very diverse head. I've been through a lot of Shit, in my 22 years on this earth. The only way I got through it all was getting into new things and trying to improve my way of life! Im very into music (Creating it and Listening to it), kung fu (authentic chinese) , Tai chi, Anime, Im still learning about my relgion, Im a buddhist if you can't tell lol, Im an aspiring Artist in all forms , Music,Painting,Drawing,Poetry,Stories etc. Anything Creative is what I Dig. well today i worked and messed around on Jon and Jen's Blogs HAHAHA Jen Probably Thinks Im a crackhead.. Jon just knows me so hes used to it.. I like to act like an idiot sometimes to escape from thinking all the time! I applies to Jet Blue Yet Again today!!! If i get the job im never gonna be home on the weekends! But thats a good thing.. I will be traveling the world for free BABY!! Free tickets whenever wherever! I'm already gonna hook my nukkah jon up with a ticket, and we're gonna go to Seattle to do the nirvana Thing!! AWESOME BROCIUS! Well Thats ALL FOR NOW.. Time to work on my Blog Style!

Boring Night!

See Jon Im Almost Done!!! The poetry site will be up soon!!! You better text me later player!!! Im wanna go out and get away from my house!! Will write more tonite! later guys!

August 17, 2004

To Frank...

I fixed your blog. I missed some colors in the stylesheet. Don't mess it up again! :-P

August 19, 2004

2 Days Of Hell With A Few Hours Of Heaven

Well the past 2 days were pretty crazy, Monday was cool. I mostly slept all day, and hung out with my little brother dennis smoking cigarettes and watching inuyasha. Went out with Jen and Jon, to applebees and saw my buddy Sue. We ate apps and I drank well, more like chugged 3 killian's reds from the tap. Its strange, because I can drink a 12 pack and be real messed up, but when I drink the same beer from the tap I totally get more shloshed! I think it has to do with the way it sits in the Keg and the way it ferments. But thats beside the point. He He.

So I got home from there and chilled with dennis again and watched some more inuyasha. Tuesday, I ran out of cigarettes in the early morning. Which to those of you who know me, is a really bad thing! Ive been smoking for years now, and when I run out its really really bad! LOL So I spent the day looking for things to do, trying to keep my mind off of cigarettes. So eventually I made it all the way to 6 pm. My Poppa Dukes gets home and saves me by giving me a Butt! My Friend Chico comes over, we play some halo for a while. Then he decides he wants to get ESPN 2k5! Which my friends I feel is the best Football Game I have ever played! It is so SICK!!! SO we go out to wal mart. It's only $19.85, that was awesome in its own right. So we bugged out until like 2 in the morning playing football.

Wednesday, Day 2 of hell! I run out of cigarettes once again. But this time I don't have 2k5 to take my mind off of my addiction. So i spent the day grinding my teeth and playing Rainbow Six 3. Which I beat the shit out of on hard at that. I kicked over a huge bottle of water on to my bed when i beat it and soaked all my blankets and pillows. And at that point, I was a raging ball of fire! No Cigarettes and something like that just Set Me Off! So for hours I roamed the house flippin out, No food or Cigarettes to be seen anywhere. But my saving grace was once again My dukes! He got home first and Gave me a cigarette, and asked me what store sells ESPN 2k5. I told him , and he just nodded his head and walked away. By this time my mom was home and we were all eating macaroni's my pops cooked. He then told me after dinner he was takin me to get the game. So That totally made up for the day!

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Keepin' It Gangsta!

Went to lunch With Chris, Shelly and Jon. And Let me say that, Chris , Jon , and I were straight up keepin' it gangsta! Chris smellin' like some nasty flower perfume waiting at the table for shelly, staring off into space. Jon and I from south "Sell-don" always gangsta! Jon's a pimp now, its official! I gave up my pimp status years ago, so now Im just a straight up gangsta who swings gats! Yeah NUKKA! Y'all Know Whos... Keepin it gangsta!!!

Lunch at sarku - 7.25
Gas usage - A Few Gallons
Smelling Chris' Perfume Smell - Priceless!

August 20, 2004

Last Night Was A Bust Not A Blast

O.M.G. Last Night was so boring! I didn't do anything, I don't understand it! I used to be such a fun dude, I think Im getting old or something! Well maybe it wasn't a total bust, I did start a Franchise on ESPN NFL 2k5! I'm the Q.B. My boy D-nyce, is my number 1 reciever , Chico the Cat is the my Half Back! Jon is one of the greatest guards in the NFL bar none! My team is awesome! I laid the Smack Down to Miami and Buffalo last nite! Already the announcer's are calling my Jets the New Sack Exchange! We lead the leauge in sacks and Interceptions! Even my linemen are intercepting the ball!

I do love this game as you can tell, My friend bought Madden 2005. Since C.J. said it was better than 2k5, I had to check it out. So I went over his house and bugged out for a bit. Yes its cool to have madden choose your plays, but its still the same old madden, with a lot of style stolen from the Sega Sports 2k series. So still I feel 2k5 is so much better. Its the little things aswell.. The Half time reports, the post game reports! Even the damn Weekly reports are awesome. Its god Berman talkin all sorts of shit! He even gets into Free trades, injuries etc. IT IS SICK!!

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A Cell Phone That Actually Works!!

Yay For Me!! HAHA After Jon and I went to Uno's for lunch Jon Took me to Verizon. I dropped my phone off to get fixed. YES FINALLY I CAN HEAR PEOPLE WHEN THEY CALL ME!! And I can now charge my phone again. Now the true test is how long it will last! I mean I take real good care of my stuff, but when its cheaply made, its out of my hands!!

Now Im sitting in my Nice Cool Living Room, procrastinating. I have to get all of my stuff together, but i don't want to. Its to hot out. I am going out with Jon, Jen, Mike , Steph, and possibly Thick n Rich and Brian? LOL I gotta get all of this shit ready in 2 hrs.. HAHAH I better get started. And for some reason I can't stop playing with my Phone, what a herb I am... lol And of course Im listening to WU TANG CLAN!! I got the Cream Ring Tone again on my phone, so I had to listen to it!! Im so Gangsta!

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Dinner and a Hell Of A Work Out @ Bertucci's !

Well the night started out cool, Thick n Rich and Jon picked me up. And We listened to the illest gangsta mix, that I made for Jon. When Move Bitch Get Out The Way, Rich started driving even more like a crazy man!! LOL

When we got there we met up with manfre, who told us that they told him to chill for a bit. So we sat out side, while I smoked like a chimney, giving stories about my Wild World War 2 and Civil War Reenacting experiences. Jen rolls up, and immediately starts grabin my love handles.. And askin' me whats this? Thats just the begining folks.. LOL Steph and Mike show up and we gave them a round of applause! While of course getting poked by Jen.

So we go into Bertucci's and sit, and I made the mistake of saying I don't want to sit next to Jen, So of course she sits next to me and pokes me the entire time.. HAHA. So we all order and I get a "HOT" Salad ! Damn my mouth is still burning from it! (long story) they actually had to grow the lettuce and stuff for my salad, but that again is another story! So at the end of the meal , comes time for me to kill my lungs. Manfre at first wouldn't let me out, but eventually he did! But when I tried to slide out, Jen grabbed my shirt and streched it like a mofo! So I finally gave up! (A LITTLE TACTICS) So when she finally realesed her grip I bounced and RAN OUT OF THE RESTAURANT!! HAHA

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August 22, 2004

The Battle of Bethpage 1863

So Im Back, And Yes I survived! We arrived early saturday morning, and right away we set up camp. Most of my men had arrived 15 to 20 mins earlier. The sky was over cast , but regardless of rain we're always ready to go! Being the 1st Sgt. I over saw, the camp set up while our captain was off with the rest of the brass, calculating our next disaster! lol About 10:45 am we recieved our marching orders and recall was sounded by our bugler. I formed my men on, the street with the rest of the battalion.

Of course like normal military procedure we hurry up and wait. The major marched us up the road a piece and we were put on stand down, near a rural farm. My boys and I leaned on a fence messing with all the cows and various farm animals. Finally after being on stand down we heard "Pepper" off in the distance. ("Pepper" is speratic gun fire.) Just then cavalry came riding up at full galop, requesting infantry support. The major called us up, and we reformed on the street and marched out to battle. Its typical, the cavalry always needs the infantry, it always seems like we are saving the cavalry's asses!! (no pun intended) We arrived on the outskirts of town, and sent out skirmishers in advance, just as the dismounted cav was falling back. Only one company of confederates could be seen. The skirmishers were recalled and the two companies were sent in to the town square. The 119th New York, went off to the right and my company the 14th Brooklyn E.Company went off to the left. We pushed the Rebs out of town. Our captain sent me off with four men to chase down the rebs and do a little recon for the major. Needless to say I chased them down and mowed them down before they could escape. We reformed just as the 119th was being flanked and assaulted by two fronts. We came in support and pushed the rebs back!

As we pulled out of town, the mayor thanked us for all of our hard work in the days action. But being seasoned commanders, myself and the staff knew that it was only the begining. Reports came in from our picketts that a nice sized force of confeds were off the northern outskirts of town near the schenck residence. So we marched off after seeing to the wounded civilians and our fallen boys, both sides at that! Once we reached the field, we came under heavy infantry fire from the tree line, They were waiting for us, and it was a trap! We fought valatly for an hour or so, but the fray was to vicious. It was best to fall back and fight another day. We set up sentries and set up camp. The night was filled with ale and lamentations of fallen comrades and old war stories from years before.

The next morning, we found our major was mortally wounded and would not make it through the day. His last order was for our captain to take command of the army and push the rebels out of the town and out of maryland. So I was appointed acting Lieutenant of the company. I recieved my orders and moved out with the battalion. We arrived on the in town and stopped for water and a rest from a hard march from the south. When towns people said our sentries were under fire in the north field again near the schenck house. The order was given and we moved out at the double quick. We moved like the devil himself was on our heels. When we arrived on the scene our sentries were pretty much desimated, and our beloved stubbs was struck down. The surgeon and I tried our best to save him, but the bullets were like buzzing bees over our heads so we were forced to withdraw.

I took command of my company and marched along side of the 119th. The colors fell many times that day, but everytime they were brought back up. My men loaded and fired faster than any soldier has or had done before! My men had a fire in there eyes, because of the snipers hidden in the surrounding farm buildings kept taking poc shots at our wounded. At first it seemed as though it was a small force but we were then hit by two companies of the Northern Virginian milita. Hard fighters, many a young man lost his life on that field. I moved my company forward only to get pushed back , but the boys kept begging us to push again, this was revenge for the earlier days fighting. We moved up as fast as possible, I ordered the front rank to fire. This unleashed a deadly barrage of fire on the rebs slowing them down only a little. Then my rear rank fired upon them, and pushed them back further slowing them down even more. This went on for a good hour or so. With the help of the 119th New York we successfully destroyed two companies of confed soldiers after a valant charge! I was struck down just as the charge commenced, luckily the lord didn't deem it my time, for the bullet hit my shoulder. I fell but I urged my boys to go on! It brought a tear to my eye, to see the hard training and experince of my boys driving the traitors off of the field. After we pushed them back the cavalry decided to chase the rest off. The surgeon saw to my wounds and gave me laudnum, I felt it was only right that I march back with my men after such a victorious display!

My men made me so proud this weekend. The skill, they posses and how awesome they looked made me proud like a dad. The boys did splendid, and were by far the best on the field. Our volleys and drill was superb and always got comments and applause from the crowd. I would personally like to thank the captain and the men for letting me lead them into battle on sunday! I hope I did right by you all!! And thanks again for showing up and staying through the thick rain and lightening! This event will prove to be one of those times that will have stories that will last for ever!! RABLE RABLE RABLE!!!! Especially when justin ate the WHOLE SLICE OF WATERMELON EVEN THE GREEN SKIN!!! HAHA SICK MAN SICK!!! And Jesse and I scaring the shit out of Justin and Sal on saturday night BOOO IM A GHOST!!!

Sgt. J.B. Tomsey
14th Brooklyn NYSM E.Company

August 24, 2004

Smoke Free!!

Well its official Ladies and Gentlemen! I have been smoke free for 2.5 days well almost.. haha Im on day two! And Damn is it hard , but I think im gonna make it! I have too, not for anyone but myself and I feel that is why I will actually quit this time. Its not the money, its about my health. I realized that it was slowing me down physically aswell , and god I don't want to think how many days,years have been taken off of my life already lol.

Last night I had to go pick my pops up from the train station, which sucked. I wanted to go to the gym with Jon, but since I had the truck I had to go. And I got up early this morning aswell to drive him there.. Anyone wanna take a ride with me tonite to pick him up?
Oh I forgot to write about this in my Bethpage Blog entry. Thick N' Rich came up in a conversation I was having at an Ihop with some of my men. We decided late saturday night to get out of the cold damp weather and eat some real food for a change, (no more hardtack and saltpork!) And I started doing Half n Half Shots and someone dared me to drink Maple Syrup! But I was like I'm not thick n' rich.. So from there I proceded to tell the legend of "Thick N' Rich". Needless to say they were like "WTF?!" Sargent? What kind of civilians do you hang out with?!?! LOL I got a kick out that..

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God Save The Usa by Pennywise

God you must be kidding me, thought this was supposed to be
The home of the brave and the free for you and me
But now there's something wrong - shit's been going on too long.
It's never gonna change, there's no way i say.

What's the CIA and the NRA?
They're all the same - just the names are changed.
Fuck - there's no excuse - any way you lose.
It's all a joke in the god old USA.

All we need is more factories pumping filth into the sky.
Corporate greed and perverted priests, it's the story of our lives.
And apathy's the national disease and there is no end in sight.
God save the USA - blame the president and say your prayers tonight.

The irony of liberty is no one here is truly free
When elections are stolen bij the G.O.P.
So watch the nightly news - find out how you are getting screwed.
What you gonna do? - there's no use i say

Fuck the industry - the aristocracy
Fuck they're all the same - just the names are changed.
Fuck ther's no excuse, any way you lose.
It's all a joke in the good old USA.

All we need is more factories pumping filth into the sky.
Corporate greed and perverted priests, it's the story of our lives.
And apathy's the national disease and there is no end in sight.
God save the USA - blame the president and say your prayers tonight.

Government hypocricy -American Idolatry - Corporate philosophy.
Nightly news of tragedies - Whre no one cares what's right or wrong
Our heroes now are all long gone - The freedoms that we all abuse
The obituaries front page news

FIENDING FIENDING FIENDING

OH MY GOD!!! I AM FIENDING SO BAD. Im so filled with energy , and I keep getting really really really really pissed at stupid shit. All day I was fine , and than tonite Im like a heroin addict who needs a fix.. But I can do this!! I just need to stop thinking about it.. When bordem sets in, I get real bad. Maybe I should just sleep. The physical addiction is the hardest part for me. My mind is too strong to fall victim to a psychological addiction. Im not even stopping to check my spelling because Im so hyper that Itll take me a long time to fix it and ill just get pissed again.. GRRRR I KNOW ITS FOR A GOOD REASON BUT I CAN'T TAKE THIS SHIT NO MORE... hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah Im going to fucking sleep.. My family is steering clear of me im so bad.. I should be okay in a day or two!!!! hopefully.. Good night guys...

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August 25, 2004

Day 3 almost down in the Books!!

Yay , Im almost done with day 3. Nothing really bad in the way of withdrawls today.. Just a little right now, but not as bad as yesterday. I noticed that my left leg will go up and down and fidget all around for a while.. Then my right leg will do the same.. lol Ive been watching the old strong bad stuff, keepin me occupied.. Hmmph.. So Im going with jon bowling tonite.. Gotta see if i can find my ball and shoes and maybe borrow some loot from the good old poppa dukes, but I think hes mad at me as usual.. haha Well kids im off to look for stuff and go get some fresh air!! Oh I ran this morning at Holtsville.. Soon there will be no pudge for anyone to grab HAHAHA Am I really that fat? I mean I know Im "P.H.A.T." HAHA but am I fat??!?!?! wtf?!! hahah Later y'all.. great now my texan is coming out! hahaha Oh and for anyone wanting to know the meaning of "P.H.A.T" it means Pretty Hot and Tempting.. HAHA Im so gangsta trying to fend off attacks?!?!

August 26, 2004

Bowling : A Contest of Gentlemen

Damn Son, talk about fun! Jon and I arrived a half hour before the rest of the bunch. So we bowled a warm up game. Yeah thank god I did that! I think I bowled a 74 or something hahaha. But the next game when Anthony or "Big Tony" as I like to call him, Thick N' Rich and Gutherie played, I had a lighter ball! So I broke 100 I think I was close to 120 somethin' but the next game I bombed and Rich and I with a combined score couldn't beat gutherie's haha let alone jon's. But the next game was Ill At the last minute I was like the miracle mets! I came back with a strike and a 9 in the 10th frame! But anthony beat me by one pin!! So i was last.. Hey But at least we all broke a hundred!!! So yeah All And All it was a bangin time! Im totally gonna go again next week! Hopefully more will join in and we can have a CONVO! lol

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Our Clever Lil Big Tony... hahahaha

OKay this is a short one but I had to put it in writing. Im stupid/slow and just not paying attention. I was reading Anthony's blog entry today and was like "Frank keep up the good work nosmo king!" and i was like wtf is a nosmo king... lol so jon and I talked about it to and he didn't know what it was so I was lookin' at the words and realized Nosmo King is "No Smoking"... DUH!!! I hit up jon right away... funny stuff.. thanks big t!!

Basically Screwed

Just Got My Paycheck today and Its not exactly what I was expecting. So now I must make decisions. I probably can't go to my WW2 event in odessa now, cause I can't afford the ammo, which needs to be ordered tonite. Don't have the 90 bucks, because I have to give jon's dad loot towards the car I am buying from him. I can't stand being white trash anymore. Fuck at least I don't smoke marlbros anymore.. IM SO FUCKING PISSED DUDE!!! I NEED A REAL JOB!!! HAHAHAH I mean I love workin' here at the good ol' library, but Im 22 years old I used to make anywhere from 35,000 to 40,000 with my eyes closed. But These damn places never call back , even though I have the experience. Looks like Im gonna have to go back down the ladder and become a grease monkey named "Manuel" Labor. Its times like these that piss me off because I basically screwed myself in the long run. I should have gone to school. Now Im the poor kid who can't get a good job to pay his bills and shit. Ahh fuck it, Im just pissed and feeling down. I mean I feel so bad, going out with friends and they have to pay for me.. I think i'll just stay home from now on, I hate being a burden on them , and Im sure there all gettin pissed about it too. I just don't want them thinking I was taking advantage thats all. I just wanna thank you guys (and you know who you are) that basically took care of my ass for a bit, you know if and when I ever get back on my feet Im gonna make it up to ya.. Well maybe not wally ha ha ha ha ha just kidding. :)...............

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Postcard from the West...

Wow yo, when everything seems to be going bad and I jump the gun flippin out about shit, something always seems to happen to make me smile and than something else usually happens so... So far so good hahaha.. I got a call, from the kid who might purchase my mustang!! I get home, and I got a postcard from "Jennie", wow I feel special.. haha yeah right lol 1 out of a 100... hehe :) But anyway, My pops is lending me the cash to get my ammunition!! So Im still set to go to odessa!! but gettin so mad, made me feel sick.. lol `

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August 28, 2004

These Limbs Have Grown To Heavy hahaha

Hey Boys and Girls... Well What A Night Last Night. I believe anyone who was not there could never understand, what Richuss Oriliuss is or the egg cream jiz etc. LOL Last Night was filled with nasty jokes, political discussions and history discussions.. And Me Doing some strange macho man randy savage voice mash da madjksdh.. lol I don't even know what I was saying.

So as you can tell we were all a little crazy down in port jeff last night. It was the usual suspects, Steph, Mike, Rich-us , Jon , and myself. We started off by going to salsa salsa, with the crew. After taking an hour to find a spot to park , jon had to park the car for rich us.. Yes I called him rich us. lol Jon and I waited outside because we were still full from earlier, "SARKU".. We discussed just normal bullshit as I happened to see an old friend Matt Loper and some hot chick who's name I can not recall. After everyone was done eating, Mike, Jon, and Rich went to a pizzeria and got food.. Manfre and I entertained the crew, while steph put a quarter in my ww2 hat!! But I got beat out by a cute lookin cujo dog!!! DAMN DOG!! haha I was amazed.. lol So after that adventure we all took a walk down to the docks and chilled in an ill gazebo. I told stories of past events and tales of huge battles and victories.. And of course in typical frank fashion I got on the subject of politics. It was good though I didn't get to loud lol .. too loud.. Finally Mike got us to go get ice cream! Which was another crazy adventure. haha....

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August 29, 2004

Screwed Out Of Going to the RNC

Yes its true, Ive been screwed out of going to the RNC. And Yes because of the republicans. But thanks to rich n' jon I won't be bored at all today. Going to Stony Brook college to pick up the infamous brian. Than later on going to brooklyn to get some of his stuff?!? lol Oh but yesterday!! I went jog-walking or jalking as i like to call it. Jon and I went to holtsville, which was cool, had an awesome time. Went to a diner after, and got some Ill potato onion soup!!

Later in the day, Jon and I went in his pool and came up with the greatest idea of all time!! But ofcourse We shall not speak of it with anyone other than eachother and a few selected people for security reasons. Later Jon and I went to the mall, and ate at some kosher place.. pretty good eats. Than we came upon the greatest thing in the world!! An N64 controller, that had 76000 nintendo and atari games!! Jon and I beat the crap out of Contra in like 30 mins. And thats when Rich told me to come with today.. But I know of their plans now!! Jon and Rich seem to want to use me as a decoy when we all go pick up jen.. GRRRRRR Oh by the way 7 days no smoking!! A WEEK MOFO's and I've never felt better!

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One of My Favorite Scenes of All Time!!!! NI! NI! NI!

ARTHUR:
What is that?
HEAD KNIGHT:
We are now... no longer the Knights Who Say 'Ni'.
KNIGHTS OF NI:
Ni! Shh!
HEAD KNIGHT:
Shh! We are now the Knights Who Say 'Ecky- ecky- ecky- ecky- pikang- zoop- boing- goodem- zoo- owli- zhiv'.
RANDOM:
Ni!
HEAD KNIGHT:
Therefore, we must give you a test.
ARTHUR:
What is this test, O Knights of-- knights who till recently said 'ni'?
HEAD KNIGHT:
Firstly, you must find... another shrubbery!
[dramatic chord]
ARTHUR:
Not another shrubbery!
RANDOM:
Ni!
HEAD KNIGHT:
Then, when you have found the shrubbery, you must place it here beside this shrubbery, only slightly higher so you get the two-level effect with a little path running down the middle.
KNIGHTS OF NI:
A path! A path! A path! Ni! Shh! Ni! Ni! Ni! Shh! Shh!...
HEAD KNIGHT:
Then, when you have found the shrubbery, you must cut down the mightiest tree in the forest... with... a herring!
[dramatic chord]
KNIGHTS OF NI:
A herring!
ARTHUR:
We shall do no such thing!
HEAD KNIGHT:
Oh, please!
ARTHUR:
Cut down a tree with a herring? It can't be done.

August 30, 2004

"OOOOOHHH YEAH!!!" A Full Day Needless to Say

Hi Everybody! (Hi Dr. Nick)

So yesterday was awesome! Jam packed full of fun and craziness!The day began with Jon and I standing out front of my house waiting for Thick n' Rich. When our driver finally appeared we headed to Stony Brook University! YAY, I've been there many times, but for reasons that I decided not to mention.. lol (j/k) But anyway, we picked up Brian from the train station after being a half hour late! Got to the dorm, which totally reminded me of Barracks on an army base.. errgg lol. There I met the man named "Bear" aka Dave. We helped him and his poppa dukes move into the new dorm room. Right after Dave's pop left, the jokes started because of Dave and Brian being alone in the room togther playing with their beds?!?! Rich called the Pimp Justin and he came over. We all went to the ball room within the S.A.C.?! lol no not strategic air command.. Rich and I jogged there while I called out a Quick Time March Cadence. Was awesome, people must of thought we were crazy! We Even ran back, from the sac to the parking lot!

Jon,Rich,Bear,Justin,Brian and I all went out to bertucchi's which gave me flashbacks from the 1st time I was there (The Legendary Jen Chase Frank Story), but all and all I was okay :) haha So The boys ordered and I ate the Free Salad! Haha, and messed with the waitress as usual, while I ate a shit load of bread and drank Iced Tea with Equal! From there we traveled to Jones Beach because we had so much time to kill. Once On the beach , (After touring the roads around jones beach for a while) we walked the board walk, and I decided to go onto the beach itself. The boys followed, I was pissed because I was wearing pants, so I rolled em up and went knee deep. Jon and Rich were discussing going in the water. The only problem was we had no change of clothes. So Rich decided to go to wal mart afterwards! Jon said lets flip a coin. "Heads we go in, tails we stay out and stay dry!" Needless to say it was tails, but when have I ever let a nickel dictate what I do, I looked at em and started walking into the water!! Jon and Rich, went against Mr. Jefferson's Ruling of coin and followed me in! I wanted to just get my lower body wet, but that kinda went up the creek! We all hung out and played with the dead Jellyfish, and watched the muscles try to crawl back into the sand. Then it was off to walmart!!....

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Out Fallen Brothers!

I forgot to mention a fallen comrade. His name was Joey and he was a balloon. He fell, actually I should say flew away because of Jon killing him. In turn, Joey's body killed a sea turtle named Billy. :(

I promise Joey and Billy, the next time Im with my homeys we will spill a little bit of our 40 oz's for ya! Rest in peace brothas! The sad thing is not there deaths, because they have moved on to a better place. Its the people they left behind. Like poor lil brian, rich and me. Jon doesn't care cause hes a murderer.. lol That poor Krispy Kreme Ballo0n.


Joey The Balloon
R.I.P.
8-29-04 to 8-29-04
"Never to Be Forgotten"

Billy the Sea turtle
R.I.P.
Unknown to 8-29-04
"He made awesome Shoes"

Today Im Gonna Start Killin'

Im gonna FLIP THE FUCK OUT !!! Now There is no way in hell i am going to odessa.. For you idiots that don't pay attention to me.. Odessa is a World War 2 event I have been awaiting for months now. Its been an Up and Down rollercoaster. But now the final result is That Im fucked.. I can not afford the ammo, and neither can the person who was lending me the 150.00 bucks.. I AM SO FUCKING PISSED and on top of that Im losing 30.00 well donating it to the event.. I pay for an event I don't even get to go to.. So now what the fuck do I do from the 10th to the 13th... FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK..... I hate this White Trash Life style... I am I I this close to bouncing out of NY just taking whatever money I have and hitting the road. I don't care , ive done it before.. Or maybe jump into the military. I dunno.. FUCK N' SHIT


Well I went to work this morning of course, went to lunch with Jon. We had a cheddar lovers bacon cheeseburger. It was awesome, spoke with jen for mad long. Now Im fiending for a cigarette like a motherfucker.. and Im starting to get really fuckin aggrivated. Im hungry and Im fuckin broke.. Its funny how strong your mind is when it wants something. Im so thinking of smoking one right now.. All i can do is think of it.. Maybe i should just go to bed and eat tomorrow.. I can't eat tonight so, i gotta keep my mind off of it.. I hate being the poor kid.. Im like eminem just without any skills.. lol Ah well.. talk to y'all tomorrow.. :) Yo thanks for talkin to me for mad long jen! Kept my mind off it for a bit.. Say what up to Jonnie for me.. hehe

August 31, 2004

ANOTHER LIAR!!!!!!

Hey Guys, I had to post this... If You Care for our Beloved Country and want a change

Ask George Bush to specifically condemn this ugly smear.

Call now:

(212) 356-2300

OR

(212) 356-2004


Dear Frank,

Tonight, Senator John McCain is set to address the Republican National Convention. Meanwhile, the man who led the charge smearing Senator McCain during the 2000 Republican presidential primary is turning his sordid political attacks against John Kerry.

This new round of attacks comes from a familiar name -- Ted Sampley -- who has a long history of irrational public attacks against both John McCain and John Kerry. In 1992 Sampley created a fake photo of John Kerry shooting an American MIA. He has been jailed for starting a fight with John McCain's staff, and has called McCain the Manchurian Candidate, accusing him of being "brainwashed by the Vietnamese" and being a "KGB spy."

Ted Sampley is now the head of "Vietnam Veterans Against Kerry" and a supporter of "Swift Boat Veterans for Truth." He has been telling lies about John Kerry, and today he launched an extraordinarily false ad smearing John Kerry's military service.

To view this ad click here:

http://www.vietnamveteransagainstjohnkerry.org/video/kerry.wmv

Ted Sampley's group is also still attacking Senator McCain. To view this page click here:

http://www.vietnamveteransagainstjohnkerry.com/mccain_myth.htm

For the past several days, we have asked for your contributions, now we need your action. We need your help to stop Ted Sampley and the Swift Boat Veterans for Bush's lies about John Kerry's military service.

Please take a minute and call the Bush campaign at the Republican Convention tonight. Ask George Bush to specifically condemn this ugly smear.

Call now:

(212) 356-2300 or (212) 356-2004

Thank you,

Mary Beth Cahill
Campaign Manager



you should check this out....

Aum Mani Padme Hum

Today has been quite uneventful haha, Hey at least I got to go to lunch with Jon. We went to the mall and got nathans. It was quite awesome. I have to clean my house today, Im just being lazy. I've had this strange feeling lately that next year I shall be going off to war for my country. I hope not! Regardless of call ups etc. I think the draft is the scariest thing. So i've decided to live my life day by day, Just Incase. Have as much fun as possible, without going to far with it.. hehe. I was speaking with my father last night about stuff and I told him how nice it was to be "clean" Not having to worry about drugs, etc. Basically being a decent person again! Which got me thinking about myself and my situation, ie. religion (ohh i hate that word) Belief system, and just my state of being.

So I was sitting here today reflecting on my past few days. And regretting the way I've been acting. And I realized that its not the way I should be living my life. Basically feeling sorry for myself. If I sit back and look at the past 6 years of my life, I can see some of the hardest trials and tribulations of my life to date. And if I can make it through that I can certainly survive a little longer with no money and a relationship. In actuality these things are small almost insignificant. I call my self a buddhist and normally stick to the path I've chosen. But lately this damn Human Adiction has been taking me over. So I was reading through one of my books and came across of the basics of buddhism and I had to share this with you. This is actually taken from the Indian version of buddhism(original) Though they are typically the same there are some differences. But regardless this is the same for all buddhists!


aum mani padme hum

Literally, "the jewel in the lotus." The jewel is typically associated with compassion or truth, and the lotus the mind; although these archetypal images are obviously rich with many symbolic interpretations, which is why they were chosen in the first place.
aum - often called the 4-syllable mantra (related to the western word "amen"). The literal meaning of "peace" may be discovered through the chanting of 'aum' as a mantra, which activity brings on a tranquil state of mind.
Much can be, and has been, written on this syllable alone. In the Mandukya Upanishad, the letters are associated with particular meanings, and this interpretation is the structure followed by several other of the upanishads. (Mandukya means "frog," and was probably the nickname of the author)


a - waking ( vaishnavara )

u - dreaming ( taijasa )

m - dreamless sleep ( prajna )

(*) the absolute ( turiya )
* sometimes refers to the whole syllable AUM, and sometimes to the silence.


mani - jewel
padme - lotus
hum - I don't know what this means

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